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20050101

ok.its offical.
ive offically moved my blog to here.
please re-link me.
thank you
=D

|eney

gListEned at 11:08 PM

i did nothing at all today.
i wanted to bake cookies for somebody... but then...
1.he didnt sms me since yesterday.
2.i lost my recipes for baking chocolate chip cookies.
2.ma parents dominated the kitchen today.
therefore, i see no point in baking anymore and thus i ended up eating the semi-sweet chocolate chips which taste great.

and den... i juz wander around the house aimlessly. watched tv. played the piano. do a little housework. and laze in front of the computer, as usual.

main event that happened today will be ma sister being rude to me and i almost beat her up if she had not escaped by a mere few minutes earlier. ended up tearing her list of music that she wanted her friend to download for her just to vent my anger. dont mess around with me when im angry.. heh. anyway. i am really pissed with her these days. shes getting bolder and more disrespectful as days goes by. when shes dissatisfied with a comment my mother made in public, she will shout at her in public, as in really shout. and people will be staring at us. and the ironic thing is. my mother didnt do anything to her. BUT. if i were to yell at my mother at home, i will be beaten up by her. talk about being biase against me. its really stupid at the way im the only one trying to discipline my sister. and the words that came out of her mouth are the same words i use anywhere but at home due to the respect of my parents. she used them as freely as she like. and none of the elders cared. and i know i can't rely on people outside to discipline on her, even the worst kids in the bus, just because i am her sister and people respect her for that. how unfair. and no i am not boasting. i do have the ability to control almost all the worst kids in the bus, and im proud to say, almost all of them respect me. except for those who are so uncontrollable that their parents have given up hope on them. those are the gangsters-wannabe in the future who will be leading low lives, so lets just ignore them and let them die for all i care. they are beyond hope anyway. bottomline, i just dont know how to put it in words. lets just say it in this way... kids these days.... they are just getting way out of hand aren't they?

and so. ladidadida. blog-hopped a little. realised im not able to fully people watched and comment on next year secondary ones. but on second thought. maybe thats a blessing in disguise. nvm. forget it la... not nice to bitch on the 1st day of a new year. =)

oh... just had new year dinner. daddy cooked ma favourite... OX TAIL. fuckin delicious... we had smoked salmon yesterday... but still... NOTHIN CAN BE COMPARED TO MA DADDY'S HOMECOOKED OX TAIL!!! im not a full-pledged buddhist, thats why i can eat beef... my mother who is one, can only try the sauce and wonder how it taste like. lol.

k la. thats all for today.
ciaoz

p.s.oh.anyway.if you are as bored as i really am, having nothing to do but rot at home, i recommend you to go to musa's blog. there's a riot going on there and those people are really hilarious. really. the only good advice i can give is, be like me, just enjoy it, but don't include yourself in it. or else, it may spoil your mood as the people there are real clever jokers. just have a good time sitting there and reading at those tags.. they will brighten your day anywhere, anytime. lol.

|eney

gListEned at 7:25 PM

20041231

continued...

where was i? oh...
after i was fetched by ma uncle and aunty, we were headin hme. lik duh... it was already way past 9pm.... n as i got in2 e car, i cld hear ma mum freakin out through ma aunt's phone. anyway... so there we were in e car, talking about school days and all.... and then we reached the woodlands custom... HUGE traffic jam... we spent an hour waitin, at the same time joking and looking at another similar car that happened to be watchin kids dvd. apparently, they didnt bring any pirated dvds out, so we cun watch...
and finali. we reached granny's hse.
we 3 cousins watched polar express b4 goin 2 slp.... those cousins are terrible sleepers... they talk and screamed in their sleep.lol.
then this morning, we ate fried "nian-gao" b4 goin 2 a restaurant 2 had lunch. thats their lifestyle... dine and live like the rich.heh.
after tt, i was dumped at hme, and locked in...
the only way i could connect with the world outside was the internet. so here i m, rotted in front of the comp the whole of today...
i just got the call.... my parents are wet blankets though. they ruin my elated mood for my almost gotten job. im waiting for the confirmation of my interview next week... and hopefully, the confirmation of whether im in for the job! i shall ignore my parents, they spoil everythin as usual with their strict naggings and all... anyone wants to swoop parents with me for a day? chee.. im a bitch.
whatever.
im gonna countdown the year with my online buddies again. lol.

|eney

gListEned at 8:20 PM

*frowns*
i cld A.L.M.O.S.T have gotten out today and have fun till tml morning. thanx oma. im celebrating it with you tonight. haizzz...
thinks about yesterday...
*grins foolishly*
yesterdae ah...
i was such a late-coming bitch, i made five people wait for me like what seems an eternity to some of them. sorry. really very sorry ya. teehee.
i wanted to wear a skirt yesterday, and i almost did. but when i looked at my legs... NO WAY. e scars are still there. actually there are some on my hand but it ain't as obvious... so anyway. bottomline. i wore a red t-shirt and my jeans again along with my sneakers... very boy-ish hor... along with a pink choker and my new pink mooks handbag. i sound and felt minah-ish. but im NOT one. and i NEVER will be. im me, alene.
anyway. enough about me. i was suppose to meet 4 people at around 1pm. my aunty and uncle were dilly dally-ing. so i postponed the time. i was suppose to meet shirin at 1pm, arshad at 1.15pm, nafessa at 2pm and someone else at 1.15pm too.
so anyway.. ladidadida.
by the time i reach singapore it was already way past one. so i cancelled the meeting with shirin. found out that arshad had been waiting since 12.30pm. and realised i am not going to make it in time for nafessa.
while my uncle drove me to clementi mrt station -they went to fetch my cousins, who were studying in hwa chong and living in the hostel as well, first- so erm....
i ended up meeting nafessa and her boyfriend at around 2.51pm i think, to pass her the books. i still feel bad man. so erm once again, sorry ya?
then after 15 minutes, i reached sembawang and passed arshad his physics textbook. it took me bout a minute to recognise him, his hair was long you c. Then acmpy his mama and him to buy hp. at 1st, his mama n me were being sarcastic bout him... in the end, they "ganged up" against me. how nice. keke.
bottomline. i love his family. i always did. and i will always do. they are real nice people. period. =)
then after parting.... hehe... the best of yesterdae..
i went to met that someone else... hes my date. and he had been waitin for me for four hours plus straight. of course i felt guilty. anyway. he shall remain anoymous. lets just call him "stupid cutie". cuz 2 me, hes stupid but hes cute at e same time. lol. anyway. hmmm... ok after we met and after he bought me mentoes -dont ask why.lol-,we headed down towards city hall.by the time we reached there, it was already 5 plus. we headed towards suntec city cause i wanted to find my job at the place. i wun sae the name of the place until i got the job [credits:fiqa =)]. -im still waiting for the call- anyway, so erm ya. then, i was tired thanks to my sista the night before, so we lepak at one of the places and talk. plus a small quarrel. hehz. then after abou 30-60 minutes, we headed down towards the esplanade. there happened to have a small performance so we enjoyed a little of it before going out 2 lepak near the sea there lo. it was pretty romantic just sitting there and talk and people watched. oh! and taking pictures with his phone. then we listened to ma mp3 and compared against his phone. bottomline. it was nice. and we sat there till seven something before going to esplanade's roof top for a while. apparently, alota mats and minahs had already "infested" the place, so we didnt stay long. we wanted to eat at thai express. but then, last minute change of mind. we headed towards suntec again. we ate at one of the japanese restaurant near the fountain, which has ultra-polite waitresses. it was nice for ma date to compromise to me esp wen hes a ~~muslim.~~ well, anyway, i had tempura udon while he had teriyaki chicken don. -hes not good with chopsticks. wahahahah- while waitin, took a picture of my bag while he tried to pick up skills on how to use chopsticks. waahahaha. the food came and i ate a lil of his everythin. den he complained. waahah. so i gave him a lil of everytin. lik fish tail, prawn head and the much hated green pepper. wahahaa. no la. i also let him taste the fruit of the lotus -i duno wats tt called-, sweet potato, a lil of ma prawn and i gave him the fish that tasted like fish. yu xin wei, as e chi called tt. lol. den we walked around e fountain while listenin 2 ma fave song and chased him up e stairs. lol. dis is me. thank u =) and we parted at there as ma aunt and uncle had reached suntec to fetch me. it was a nice date, though it was not perfect, it was sweet.
and you. stupid cutie, i noe u read need this from time to time. our date was not purfect. and deres one mor date where we will be eatin "your cuisine". make e date purfect yea?im lookin forward 2 it =)

to be continued....

|eney

gListEned at 3:41 PM

20041229

oh.god.
i seriously need 2 visit e dentist.
eva since e las tim i went dere cuz of e tooth infection tt cause ma left jaw to be swollen... nothin changed. except e fact ma jaws are no longer swollen but they still hurts... and whats worst is ma recent discovery of e 2 "cute" lil pimple-lik unknown thingy tt is found at e end of ma left jaw. i noe its not an ulcer cuz it doesnt hurts. i called it pimple-lik cuz its small, round n yellowish n kinda burst wen u squeeze em but yet at e same tim, it grows back 2 its original small size again. in other words. it cant be "punctured" lik normal pimples can. this is seriously scary. i currently do not dare to swallow ma saliva 4 fear of swallowin those stuffs as well.gosh.
on 2nd tots. i do not want to go to the dentist tml. y?
1. last minute appointments dont sound right.
2. tml is jus not the right tim..
argh... dis sucks. now deres blood flowin non-stop. nice.
i jus hope ma face stays in shape tml.
god damnit.
y muz things alwaz comes in twos?
jus like the mosquito bites.. or shld i sae "vampire bites". argh..
now this?
how.... stupid.

im suppose 2 go out today. but argh. malas.
im suppose 2 bake cookies today. but argh. malas.
im suppose 2 teach ma sis theory lata on..erm... malas?
im really feeling very lazy 2dae... im so lazy i dont even feel like smsin/replyin nione. i just wanna laze around and be a pig.

i looked like a total slop. and im acting like one. chee. whats becoming of me..
whatever.

|eney

gListEned at 8:24 PM

20041227

lisa force me to enlarge ma font... so yea... -_-""

|eney

gListEned at 9:58 PM

with the suggestions from ziyang, i managed to change everything in the blog except its layout. so hmm... thanks dude!
oh. and sorry if its going to strain the eyes of you guys... bear with it until i change EVERYTHING again... tehee.
i love this song. its foolish games by jewel.nice-ness. =). i am just lucky of the fact that it seems to kind of goes along well with the blog.

anyway...
i could not sleep in peace this morning thanks to my mother's questions about her new handphone. argh. i ended up waking at twelve plus...
as usual. after i bathe, i laze around in front of the television. happened to be watching channelnewsasia.i was overcome by a maelstrom of emotions upon hearing the news about the recent earthquake that rent the lands of indonesia, and thus, also resulting in huge waves to have been bearing down upon neighbouring countries.
i almost teared. mayb im just being emo, but it does look terrifying. im just lucky that my big aunt and family who happens to be in langkawi are totally safe and sound, and that nothing had happened to all my other aunties and uncles who lives in penang too...
and most importantly. the luckiest thing of all is. my dad is at home. and not being overseas. for those who knows my dad's job, u should know how he could have lost his life if he had been overseas, as he will really be out on the sea... so erm ya.
howeva hes colleague is now stranded in indonesia... injured too... hope he will make it back safe and sound..

many emotions, wanting to be let out
yet its not safe now... its jus not safe...
tml mayb, tml we shal c...

|eney

gListEned at 6:18 PM

20041226

this entry is solely dedicated to my homies.
my dear homies,
how long have we been together huh? at least 4 years for some and 10 years for the rest isn't it? i can't believe we actually have been stuck we each other for so long and we are all still going strong. the sad thing is we may not be as close next year anymore, but never mind, we lived quite near each other, most to most we will need a car, thats all.
i will always remember every mischief we've done, every jokes we have shared, every problems that we had solved, all the time we have spent and many more.
i will never forget the fights and quarrels we had with people that don't belong, like fabian, li jun, xian yin and her ugly woodland ring ex and to a certain extent.. even with chew mun..i will never forget how we try to protect each other when harm is done upon anyone of us even if it means hurting ourselves, remember that 3112 uncle? i bet none of you all will ever forget one la.hehz. i will never forget how there will always be someone lending any one of us a shoulder when one of us are crying, like me over the bastard, and how we were never sick of hearing the same problems again and again, instead we will try to use our creative juics and create some crazy ideas to solve the problem. i will never forget how we never get sick of each other's jokes and how we always create new versions of songs or how we will imitate scenes from a certain movie that at least one of us had watched, like the seagull's "maike" from findin nemo. lolx. i will never forget how if we need company, at least one of us is just one call away and thus we are never alone, and how we always meet each other up after our sch's activity and buy tonsa food and share them with everyone in the custom while talking about how our day had been...
thanks for everythin. reli =)
to xinyu : thanx for alwaz bein there, be it on the phone or in person, you were always there, hearin me rant about my recent problem and lending me a shoulder to cry on. the letter was really sweet. the person who wrote it was way better =)
to xinchi: ma dear daughter,thanx for bein sucha sayang n thanx 4 puttin up wit ma non stop complains. u noe hu 2 turn 2 if ur sis aint ard yea?=D
to xuenie: ma dear sista! thanx 4 ALWAZ bein dere wen i need cmpy. thanx 4 meetin up wit me whenever u can after our sch activites n sharing the same appetite as i do by buyin tonsa food n munch while we were in either e 912/913 bus. you are e sista i neva had =)
to melody: thanx 4 alwaz addin e spice weneva u r ard. even tho we cant stan ur sarcasm at time, its tt thin tt make me lik u, along wit ur big heart tt jus accept al our even mor sarcastic remarks tt was thrown at u.. =p
to lisa: thanx 4 bein sucha darl! thanx 4 alwaz showerin everyone wit ur t.l.c n protectin us weneva u can. ur lame-ness keep us gni.. dun eva change hu u r yea!=D
to weeying: ey sista! thanx 4 alwaz pangseh-in me.. haha no la... thanx 4 alwaz bein sucha sport, esp wen ur craziness level is turned on... they rock ma socks =p
to ciauer: ma other sista.. thanx 2 u 4 gettin along so wel wit e pri kids, our grp were neva disturbed by em! lolx. thanx 4 puzzling us wit ur riddles... they kills boredom immediately. be as sweet as eva yea? =)
to wenzhi: thanx 4 bein e maker of al jokes. life is neva borin wit u ard... dun eva stop ur craziness yea? or else u confirm wil neva get "eh-hem" =p
to wenyin: ey sweetie. i duno wateva happen 2 u lo. but thanx 4 layan-in me al dese years.. ma life is pampered wit u ard... ~~altho i reli hope u n "u-noe-hu-wld-b-2getha-tho" dun let her go cuz of ur pride yea? its not worth it~~=p
to yongyee: e witty adviser amongst us al. thanx 4 everythin 4 problems wil neva b solved w/o u ard. u r alwaz calm wen problems arise, n no one can eva outtalk u. dun eva lose tt "talent" of urs k? oh, n remember 2 b 4eva softhearted k. u noe tt we gers lov u 4 tt!=p
to yonglin: ma son... thanx 4 trustin me n tellin me ur personal stuffs. thanx 4 alwaz bein so softhearted wen it comes 2 we girls in e bus. n thanx 4 bein e 2nd wenzhi... plus ur non-stop ticklin wen we bully u. tt alwaz tickles us funny =p
to yithann: ey brotha!! u muz stay as cute as eva k?!! thanx 4 treatin me lik sum precious treasure in ur life, u make me lol. thanx 4 bein sucha joker along wit wenzhi. life is neva borin wt u guys ard yea. gd luck btw u n her hor!! =p
niwae. ok la. i noe dis entry sounds lame. but i jus wan u guys 2 noe how much i lov u n how much u al meant 2 me... altho shit had happened 2 one of our busmates about 5 days ago n we cun do nithin cuz we dun even noe wat exactly happened. lets pray 4 her safety yea? i noe al of u r buddhist so dun sae u r lazy yea?
lov u guys.
muackz.
tata...

|eney

gListEned at 8:47 PM